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Some Things Will Never Change...

It is hard to believe that 3 years ago I started writing this blog. A lot of things have changed, but some things have stayed the same. One of the things that hasn’t quite changed is my quest to get pregnant. This time, I am trying to get pregnant with my second child, instead of my first. But the same fears are still there. The fear that I will not get pregnant. My husband and I have been actively trying to get pregnant since June. What I mean when I say actively is that I have been charting my periods and estimating when I am ovulating, and going from there. It has been 4 months, and still, no pregnancy. I was 7 days late for my last cycle. So you can imagine how I had my hopes up that I was pregnant. I took two tests during those 7 days and of course, they were both negative. I am a day late today. I took a test this morning, and it too, was negative. You guys, I really do not want to go through this again. I know that I am SO lucky to be a mommy. And I do not for one second want to…