Childless Not Hopeless

Today was a good day. We had my husband's second appointment post surgery. At his last appointment we were told that his mobility wasn't that great. Well... It's improved, A LOT!! Hallelujah! His "score", if you will, was 131. It needs to be at 140 in order for my doctor to do what he has to do to get us knocked up. Y'all, this is the closest we have EVER BEEN to these kinds of results. Like I mentioned in my post from his first appointment, peak results usually aren't seen till 6-9 months post surgery. We are 5 months in and on the right track!

My husband has to continue to take all of his same vitamins and supplements and we will see his doctor again in January. I know just yesterday I said I didn't want to wait anymore, but that was when I was scared we wouldn't get good results. Now that we've seen improvement and the best analysis thus far, I'm excited! The surgery worked! The vitamins and supplements are working! What a relief!

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It's so crazy to me to think that it's been a little over a year since I started this blog. I'll never forget where I was the day I started writing this blog. It was October 5th, 2012 and I was laying in bed the day after I took a pregnancy test to determine if the insemination we had tried had worked. It hadn't. I'll never forget that feeling of complete hopelessness. I had been so HOPEFUL that the insemination would be successful. I remember calling in for work because I couldn't stop crying. I was angry and mad and had to channel that somehow. So, I started to write. And to think, here we are a full year later, and I'm still not pregnant. It's freaking frustrating.

Tomorrow my husband has yet another follow up appointment to see how his sperm quality has improved post his May surgery. It's been 5 months and I'm ready to get the show on the road. But I am scared to death about what tomorrow's analysis will tell us. Hopefully, things will h…